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11 ottobre Where do I come from and where do I belongIt can get quite into your head when you are asked and challenged about your identity !!
Yes, that is what I am struggling in my head now - am I too wrong with who I am and where I was born. Ofcourse, it is not important but it can be all that your life could depend on. Interestingly enough, it disturbs me inside my whole head and in my whole surroundings now.
Dont know if I could make peace with it.
All is knew was and still knew is that
I am who I am that is - I belong to myself
I belong in my head
I belong to my own religion
my religion is not made up of what people already know.
I m just a traveller on this planet earth.
My religion is to see this world from the worst to the best
My prayer is that ride which is completed from one place to another.
My emotions are something that holds me together that no one understands.
I m here just for a while, once I m gone
Consider me gone forever with something no one could have answered you ever.
For love the boundaries are always big
For love the strength is never too strong
For love the emotions are always weak
For love, there wil always be questions !!
I am just a FreeBirD - I can fly anywhere - is that where the problem lies !!
 07 ottobre Mani is..........is all about being a traveller travelling the different phases of life in different places and different conditions. Never belonged here and Never was a part of there. His world lies in his heart and his home is where his heart is. Hard to say yet so easy that life sure is not like this. Only nomads who are so poor but never poor can connect to me because world will have no place for people like me except some hearts who feel, the kid inside me makes them remind that this kid does not belong in this mean place. Very few are those who know and very rare are those who will understand this........ Mani.
 05 ottobre To Re-gain myself back againIt would sound so funny if I want to be honest. But the phrase itself - "To be honest" in today world looks so dishonest.
Claimed my super special friend who was boasting to be my brother, my angel, my support. Meaningless are those people who claim to be your friends but in the end use you like the best they can because they were using you as a baloon on the water to jump over into their shores.
Asking for a help even with words they answer to tell you that you have become a pain for them. Interesting.
There is nothing to defend here, all there is - is to start from the scratch.
To reclaim my life back again I have to built myself from the very point that no one was and no one will be standing next to me.
Whether it was personal or proffesional its that both of them are on the stake.
Personal, already declared as No one standing on my side.
Proffessional, I can see it coming down if I dont pull out of this diving plane with a deadline soon approaching before it hits the ground.
So, whatever happens _ I will survive to catch it all again with you and with you and with you too...
This is not the end - It is just the beginning of Life... Real one this time.
 03 ottobre Re-Birth : Secondment to LifeIts that time when the place where you were born makes you feel that you cannot exist there - It is same as if the mom you love the most turns to feel insecure about losing you - Its same as your best friend can be lost over you because he is about to bring new stabilisation in life - Its same as everyone in your family makes you feel like disowning you.....
What would you do to all this ... !!
Answer : Re-Birth - Grow stronger and start your own Life... A new life - A new Re-birth.
What am I doing here in my life - I am doing my own thing - something you cannot do ...
I am slow but finally on my way to make it mine. Step by step - I already feel that I have lost everything but again, losing something means you create a lot of empty space which has to be filled again. I want to thank those very few counted people in whom I can see that innocent child who makes me connect back to me.. and I appreciate that there still exists few people who dont fit on this planet but make it to still exist here.
Its surely been long that I have been disconnected with myself but its high time to connect to myself and re-charge my batteries. Best way is to start again by bringing it all together. Share what you can but make sure you do not share that you have to pity yourself for it one day.... There are many bastards around you who will never allow you to grow but simply degrade you for your existence - dont let anyone bring you down - you are who you are and you are here for a reason. Reason big enough to make you feel belonging to this place.
Bye family, Bye friends, bye those materialistic treasures, bye to those huge himalayas - I am off to create my own road and this time - It will be more stronger and it shall show that all those things that I left will walk back to me again on their own...
Cheers to the new Start and to the new life which is all mine and not your fucking business.. mind your own fucking life.. !!
I have got other things on my head and in my sight.  04 giugno One year and challenges overboard365days and I complete one year in this cold place which is not just cold with its weather but with its people too. Love that is, is hidden inside and is absolutely not - not love. But coming up from the distance of an Asian continent - it is world of difference that possibly makes me feel different but I surely dont have anyone to blame but just simply accept because this is the way life comes.
I am walking still, and the journey is long. Trust is not a word to be trusted anymore.
None than yourself will help you understand that this life is just yours and you will find the partner but that is not to spend the life but to get to a stage where the next level begins again. Love is precious if you get it from both the ends and if you do, dont ever leave it.
Advices are only half chances which may or may not help you but what will help you is - your own decision. If you know it, stick to it - comes worst to worst - you will still walk out of it eventually.
Smile, they will fade out as you see the real world, the fake smiles will surely grow with your growing grey hair - dont let this infection harm you for who you are. I am seeing that it has caught me but It is really hard to find real me now and I am struggling between this switchover... It sure is not a nice thing but we live to see the next daylight to empower ourselves.
28 gennaio This and That - Past 26When you get and when you dont get.
I add on or I subtract, which ever way you look at it. Life is never constant. It adds and it subtracts, to say we are getting what we want and to say we are not getting anything that we want. I am so damn angry but life is life... If I have to say one thing, I honestly want to do today is to shout and scream out loud.... as loud as I can.
But once my voice has touched my innerself, I will wake up to fight and fight and take it all the way.
I screamed once and it rebounded - I screamed again and it rebounded again, I was wet in the rain, soaked in the beautiful weather of wonderful rain and drizzle, the day began and it went over as well.. who to blame and whom not, not a single soul came close except just mine. All I want is .. Just going to come to me.
I Just want to live this life again and not to change a single thing. I am happy to still have come across and no, I wont crib. I am just going live it all & so would you.
The power of prayer is deeper than the power of medicines. I believe and that is all I am going to live on, bodies are too small for our souls. Our souls are invincible. They know which way to go, our bodies just may give up but as long as soul withstands, body will push. The energy is from within, not from the way, we are told and taught all the times. I do believe, the purpose to exist is not just to live, earn, grow and die but is more to this existence. We are here for a reason - The reason is something which we have to explore. We are not bound by relations but we are bound to the energy we create and spread around us.
I want to say today - You may not get what you want but you may get what you want, if you try too hard.
The life begins now and this is the reality. I am here and you are here... we have to start it all again... from the scratch.. The power comes from our within... lets make it .. make it large and make it big and make it possible...
Hugs
M. 25 gennaio RidingFreeBirD is Born ...A new start in the new year, one step closer to my ownself.
Life has given us enough to think up and think down of our thoughts. Some are able to make it further and some just stay the same, only it takes you to expand your vision. I cant see what you see, and you wont see what I see... The Idea is to exist and for your ownself.
So, here it is - my life starts with the small one, the seed of everything is up here, you just have to see it grow now. The time never remains still, the storms do come, shake the trees and break them as well - but the life shows the sign again. Ready to look up again, the life has to start from here.
So, the start is here... RidingFreebird
And the world will soon be a small place, catch the FreeBirD near you very soon...
~m~ 18 gennaio Small Step ...Life Story
Chapter 2 - Small Steps
Sometimes we dont know what will be the outcome of the small things put together. They may be just keep us together but what happens is, with time these small things grow just like a small child. Makes you stronger and plunge into the bigger world out there waiting for you. Its always good to have yourself running on small things that can take you into places. World is not small but small things are stronger than the wider horizon. You will only search for yourself when you look at wide picture, so why not gather yourself together and keep yourself together on what you may need than simply losing the direction looking at the horizon.
Horizons are unlimited but directions should not be lost. Follow your dream and start your life, small it shall be - enact on your own senses and see if it all comes back to you one day. The thing that you love, truly - is yours and it shall reap on you if you loved it and not just left it. They do say the kid in you is the power but hide that kid from the world and the world shall not see it except you and you.
Riding everywhere where a FreeBirD can..... its a RidingFreeBirD soon.
Let the small things be together, they form a big team.
For my own kid inside : Bugger.. stay alive. 10 gennaio Dreams and Dreams... and time when dreams come to life
How does it feel when a dream that you have dreamed about all your life comes into your real life ?
A long wait for couple of years - one thing takes a shape
A long wait of four years - your another dreams adds to join in, to form your life
Is it real that what you wish for is there for you, or is it just that I am living in an illusion of this life.
Quote 06 gennaio StreamlineWhen we are all out of time and Life is busy to identify what is of importance and what is not, it simply is the time to ask yourself !!
It is time enough to ask few questions to yourself ? Are you simply ready for your own challenges ? Are you ready to be strong within yourself to accept ?
Not Easy and not simple but a lot of times, we know that all answers lie within ourselves.
I dont sell my words and I dont make a living out of sharing them to a world, I simply express myself and if it helps others as well, then I am happy to accept that I am serving more than a simple purpose of existence.
Somewhere along the life, I was taught few simple facts of life, know what you are doing - ask yourself of your own doings ?
Are you going the way you want to - in your life, if not stop and still think again, is there any happiness in your own doings?
How content are you with your own life to satisfy your ownself ?
And as I grew old thinking about those questions, I realised - all these things allign towards one direction : Streamline your life.
We dont always get what we want but if we try sometimes, we do get what we want.
Slow yet longer and more painful it may sound but Yes, dont give up... The path along the road is not straight and never smooth.
The Struggle is to begin, I may be just at the beginning my life or just on the door of leaving my own comfort but thats what will challenge me. Make me succumb and stand again. To say it simply, we need time to understand life - we may not know which direction we are going always but I answered that already (in the first fact of life, taught to me). Acceptance to see yourself is the way to achieve a lot. One who has the power to see the depth inside himself has the stronghold of going on with life, although how weak he or she may look but the determination is not due to the strength of your muscles but of your own thoughts. Face life, in the fears to come out of them - one should realise like an adventure ride, there is once a fear and then you eventually come out of it, or unless you just puke and feel - it was not worth it. Still you did go through that ride of rollercoaster... or facing fear.. you dont die still..
To see the life go on, one must trust oneself - the world is not a place for you to trust others. Trust yourself and the one you should trust shall be the one who is yours and none other. Fundamentally, you have to grow to the fact of leaving the trust apart from your own family, rather own family sometimes becomes too harsh and one you need to trust is the one which is yours. Now how you define this yours is all on your own. Friends may stay friends but trust is something that freindship holds only till you are in late teens or in your early twenties. You eventually come out of this shell to call yourself and find answers about this.
What I am simply talking is - Life is a chance of your own choice. We can skip somethings but we cannot miss or close our eyes forever !
You may agree on it - you may simply not ! That is what I say : Life is yours and you should choose - dont let my words get to you but if they do, they talk of what you should and not only I should. Lets make it easier to survive whether its you or me.. People around us are not - who they seem to be always.
Thats why I say - S t r e a m l i ne.
03 gennaio Chapter 1 : FearChapter : 1 - Fear
To begin with life, we all have to begin with ourselves. We all belong to the existence of this world where each and every factor count towards good and evil of life. One Step forward and ten steps down or the other way around. Life means challenges and challenges to a stronger extent of living. Counting on with life, I followed the new road not knowing where it leads me - it was all happy in the beginning - and the real life started - the time kicked in its adversities and struggle begin.
This is when the Fear was imbibed within the soul of FreeBirD. The Person who did not believe in any evils was captured by the strongest evil of all, with a surprise. The evil called F.e.a.r has stepped in with the other factors. Some led by the people surrounding him and some by the existing factors. I wish I could have had a strong power to overcome this evil but I tumbled upon the fact and resented the life with the Fear.
After so many months of changing faces, one evil joins the other and creates the Havoc. Now its not the Havoc nor the Fear that overthrows me but all I am going to tell you is - Fear is an inner sense - Some want it to be there to hamper the happiness of the other one and some create it to prove the power of themselves. Some Do what others cannot even accomplish and some who have the power to accomplish never finish due the fact called Fear. So what is this - when we are feared by others ?
Fear - shapes inside us
Takes a bigger form when we succumbs to our own thoughts
one positive and there will be ten negatives around it.
One Step to proceed and ten small ones walk along with it.
when you see it grow, it only grows bigger.
Its easier to see it and realise.
Harder to challenge and overcome it.
Challenging it - you invite yourself to face the fear.
A bit more than mere challenge if you are weak and the support is not there.
You can become super weak and the life will be harder to accomplish your own existence.
Dont let the fear imbibe your existence, keep to yourself, create your own life with friends you can believe in, re-build yourself and start growing again.
05 dicembre Have I changedJust a Questionnaire between Me & Myself
Have I changed -
Answer is Yes..
Are you bothered, if your answer is Yes,
then better forget me.
If you are not bothered, please carry on with your life
I am not interested !!
Dont ask me -
I dont have any answers.
Thank You very much.. I m unavailable for rest of my life...
You have a wonderful time and a nice life...
If I get time, I may think of getting back to you
Or else, please consider I was never there..
Yours Truly
No one. 19 luglio London After all this while, the life has come to give me what I have been thinking and asking for all this while. A change in life has come to show me a new beginning, a change that has everything to learn from it. Life in all has meaning to everything that happens around you, everything has a small but bigger impact inside you. I leave my home and my people and into the new land with new faces and new cultures. The learning that has to come is endless, there is nothing stopping me here.
It was a call from work that got me moving into this new place. It has been a month and almost three weeks that I adjust myself to this new environment and see the up and down moving into a western civilization embeded with the multiple faceted lives of people. Nothing compared to what we have. Or Possibly even we have it but its more hidden and such people are not so easily distinguishable. Down with these feelings of how the world really works, its a learning. Naive, into the polished world of smart dual faceted lifes. I endure to face it all but still that some of the best people still around life is easier better and more reliable.
Being an Asian in this place certainly makes u stand apart from the rest due to your appearance but such a thing is easily seen anywhere else, or shall we say any foreigner in India can also be easily distuingished. But the point here is, how much different. You still treat a foreigner in your country much more or less the same as any other strange indian. Its the whole point. The first thing that chills you is the silence when you step out of the airport. Back into your room or home, the silence is the killer. The first evening, you find that there are no horns honking around you and the world is suddenly quiet. The next morning when you walk out of your home you find that faces around you dont look up and walk. They have their eyes down looking into their feet and the world for you appears all together a different place. No one can bother anymore about how you appear or what you wear. No one would want to wonder whether what you do or not, but simply stay like nothing around them is theirs. Simple to some but at first a little strange. The adaption to such a place needs time. As a visitor you may not complain but if your stay is like for years you will simply not like to complain but to understand and adjust to it. I like for a fact that such a place demands a lot out of you to accept and not complain.
The journey moves further and the life becomes a battlefield. At work the people are nice and friendlier but the best enemy would be your next desk colleague who you may mistake as a friend but he will be interested in your new life like anything anyone else have asked you about. There is a bigger picture which you will never know but since he is the same indian desi - he will get back to the same way the mean ones would do. Get to your basics and start killing u from there. The heart gets the pain and the pain is in the form of how people (especially - someone from your own part of the world) get to start draining you. The world is a battlefield with a small unknown battle which you realize late that people become insecure and afraid from you. Each word you say in their language - becomes a 10 word answer to their ears.
Along comes another face of life, from the networking sites of the glorious world, I met this nice friend who not only just offered the support but love and affection and if there was a hidden fact to it, I do not know but the time was to answer all the things. Few meetings and things went too fast and with the pace that looking back becomes a visual challenge. Facing it again is a wonderful part and not letting it go another but where am i being taken into, is the Question : To me the meaning is to share but I value rather a bigger aspect of it - A friendship that is more valuable and stepping back can be really daunting but is needed and has to be accepted by life. The new change is evident but its all a part of learning. I learn and share and live it. I live with it and I cannot complain for what I get.
08 maggio Ducati is in India, 2008 Made in Italy, the Italians are here with the name that rocks the world with their two wheels technology. Ducati, the world champions from the year 2007 and the current year underway are already making the waves worldwide. But since the very beginning of the year 2008, all the motor industry counted it as a year when all the major experts will see making their presence felt in India. So Ducati, not losing back in the run when likes of orange (KTM) and green (Kawasaki) are already here with a brand to market themselves with the growing upsurge of young and rich Indian economy.
At the base of the International Mission “To be the leader in premium motorbikes conceiving true icons of passion and Italian style thanks to distinctive features and superior performance proven on the racetracks all over the world” were the words marked by the Gabriele Del Torchio, CEO, Ducati. He announced the official Launch of the Ducati making their presence felt in India with a strong dealership base and a head start to a new venture. He expressed that for Ducati, calling them a customer is not suggestible since they belong to the culture embedded by company from the past as each owner of this motorcycle gets to be the part of family which is called Ducatisti, the official community of Ducati bikers around the world. India is finally no more behind
when it comes to the world of superbikes, the only next thing that we
need is an official track to contest the availability of these
wonderful marvels of human
29 aprile Preparing for A Ride..Scorching
heat with 40C its hard to beat the heat. Its worth a ride to add to the
miles which have been already done and I m preparing myself for the
ultimate challenge. This time its not my own wish but I bound with the
limitations for no breaks and no stops. 20 aprile Love !! What is Love, the question comes again in my mind when you glow without a makeup when you shy without being with someone when you feel you want to be young again when you cannot count the smiles you get What is Love, the question rocks my world again when you want to be with someone when you cannot shut your heart down when you feel this is what... it is - you have been waiting for But, where is Love ... again.. Love !! A word so cute to rock a world ...but do you wanna define it.. ?? can you live with the love for all your life.... does it lasts long.. as long as us ? Love ... version 4:5  Lage Raho, pyaar kya haii !! Kya yahee pyaar hai !! Pucho mujhe nahin apne aap se... 18 aprile WaitThe patience in a man can turn him Grey and old. The Time can turn a man into dust but nothing remains forever. Then this Rat race... What are you trying to prove to the world ? You may be smart or you may be richer but in the end all that counts is... how much you really lived ? Did you just make it to the top with bank balance in loads and bundles or you lived it with nothing in hand but more with the smiles and moments to enrich your old memories with. Choosing happiness or richness is a vivid contrast, I decided to live my life being happy but the world doesnt lets me live happy. So I am forced to choose upon the second one now. !! I hate this world and its people. They are mere followers of rat race making others succumb. From Birth to death - They never live and they see cuz they choose to be dead and blind. But the rest who choose to be free are often blinded by the other blinds. Hate me not but this is how life is. A tribute to the people of this country who have nothing but still live happy. They inspire me more than the "Brown Bread" people. "Today is the day I die/ I m not me anymore" - FreeBirD 17 aprile Being Afraid - U r DeaD As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin! * Not my words but from someone who's been a friend !! Been Clicking and capturing every moment of life that happens to me, I will die but the moments of my life wont. 05 aprile Test Time Trial - Best 250kms in 3hrs18mins Flat Out !! With a small plan ... and in rain we started first 200kms in rain .. it was a pure pain with only my boots getting half a bucket water in them rest all dry & after that the friends bike calling it quits it was a long day Hunger, finally with 11hrs empty stomach eating pizza's and coke in Chandigarh.. Ken, da !! Excuse you.. but I will remember the pizza's Aaj ke baad pizza chandigarh hi khaane chalenge but aapki Superbike pe not on this desi bike... On the way back, holding on to the nerves I kept myself in rhythm ride ... 100 ...110 ..120..125 waah.. the bike does magic and i touch the best time of my life. MY Fastest time .. 250kms - 3hrs 18mins. - 5th Apr 2008 - Karizma - Av. speed - 78.6km/hr - top speed - 126km/hr Damn... what will happen if i get a bigger bike... i will nuke the planes on the land  Why demand a time machine when you can get better options, ask me Thank You Vivek Sir for keeping that faith and getting the bike over to me. Anyday ZMA has the best power, regardless you call it less powered as compared to the P220, but Deees is da bike ... 03 aprile Lifestyles Look into yourself and Look back into yourself five years back I guess - we all have given up to the comforts of life. Let it be anything, all has seen a drastic change at one simple cost, which is us. Once upon a time, I used to wake up to the glass of water, with Neem as instant flavour in my mouth and simple fresh air to explore into. Those are all gone to the life we live today. Moreover the change is so crude that time makes us lose all our identity. Today, with life and priorities stepping on, I m bound to work regardles its day or night, the shift of human body has deteriorated from a usual routine to being awake up to the late nights, working on the screen for hours or even say 14-18hrs a day may seem a little less to speak of but is the fact. The human eyes are gone to the very brink of red nerves showing up instead of white in an 15yrs old kid. Have we lost our basics of human life. Are we just living towards the change of machine life ? Can you ask this to yourself, Has money just made this life all mechanical to the process of living it in the streamlines of its flow. Are you just - just the same you, you have been 5 years back !! Let it be health and your body only... Come'on everyone asks you - 5 years in future, look back 5 years from now in the past, have you not lost that charm n glory of your most precious jewels in the making of five year future plans always.Cant you just look up at you right now, and in your present and in the past for what all has been lost and all that gained. Does this exchange of the gain and loss simply make you happy !! ? May be you just point at this "Lifestyle" phenomenon for real !! Change is eventual, so are we and we are perishable. |
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