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10月5日 To Re-gain myself back againIt would sound so funny if I want to be honest. But the phrase itself - "To be honest" in today world looks so dishonest.
Claimed my super special friend who was boasting to be my brother, my angel, my support. Meaningless are those people who claim to be your friends but in the end use you like the best they can because they were using you as a baloon on the water to jump over into their shores.
Asking for a help even with words they answer to tell you that you have become a pain for them. Interesting.
There is nothing to defend here, all there is - is to start from the scratch.
To reclaim my life back again I have to built myself from the very point that no one was and no one will be standing next to me.
Whether it was personal or proffesional its that both of them are on the stake.
Personal, already declared as No one standing on my side.
Proffessional, I can see it coming down if I dont pull out of this diving plane with a deadline soon approaching before it hits the ground.
So, whatever happens _ I will survive to catch it all again with you and with you and with you too...
This is not the end - It is just the beginning of Life... Real one this time.
 1月18日 Small Step ...Life Story
Chapter 2 - Small Steps
Sometimes we dont know what will be the outcome of the small things put together. They may be just keep us together but what happens is, with time these small things grow just like a small child. Makes you stronger and plunge into the bigger world out there waiting for you. Its always good to have yourself running on small things that can take you into places. World is not small but small things are stronger than the wider horizon. You will only search for yourself when you look at wide picture, so why not gather yourself together and keep yourself together on what you may need than simply losing the direction looking at the horizon.
Horizons are unlimited but directions should not be lost. Follow your dream and start your life, small it shall be - enact on your own senses and see if it all comes back to you one day. The thing that you love, truly - is yours and it shall reap on you if you loved it and not just left it. They do say the kid in you is the power but hide that kid from the world and the world shall not see it except you and you.
Riding everywhere where a FreeBirD can..... its a RidingFreeBirD soon.
Let the small things be together, they form a big team.
For my own kid inside : Bugger.. stay alive. 1月3日 Chapter 1 : FearChapter : 1 - Fear
To begin with life, we all have to begin with ourselves. We all belong to the existence of this world where each and every factor count towards good and evil of life. One Step forward and ten steps down or the other way around. Life means challenges and challenges to a stronger extent of living. Counting on with life, I followed the new road not knowing where it leads me - it was all happy in the beginning - and the real life started - the time kicked in its adversities and struggle begin.
This is when the Fear was imbibed within the soul of FreeBirD. The Person who did not believe in any evils was captured by the strongest evil of all, with a surprise. The evil called F.e.a.r has stepped in with the other factors. Some led by the people surrounding him and some by the existing factors. I wish I could have had a strong power to overcome this evil but I tumbled upon the fact and resented the life with the Fear.
After so many months of changing faces, one evil joins the other and creates the Havoc. Now its not the Havoc nor the Fear that overthrows me but all I am going to tell you is - Fear is an inner sense - Some want it to be there to hamper the happiness of the other one and some create it to prove the power of themselves. Some Do what others cannot even accomplish and some who have the power to accomplish never finish due the fact called Fear. So what is this - when we are feared by others ?
Fear - shapes inside us
Takes a bigger form when we succumbs to our own thoughts
one positive and there will be ten negatives around it.
One Step to proceed and ten small ones walk along with it.
when you see it grow, it only grows bigger.
Its easier to see it and realise.
Harder to challenge and overcome it.
Challenging it - you invite yourself to face the fear.
A bit more than mere challenge if you are weak and the support is not there.
You can become super weak and the life will be harder to accomplish your own existence.
Dont let the fear imbibe your existence, keep to yourself, create your own life with friends you can believe in, re-build yourself and start growing again.
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